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Saturday, January 29, 2011

Choosing IVF - A Christian's Experience

Praying about IVF

I know that God has promised us a child.  I feel completely convicted about this over and over and have for months.  However, I am unsure about how to proceed with this promise.  The doctors have told us that we have a very minimal chance (but still a chance!) of conceiving naturally.  They recommend IVF/ICSI.  Aside from the ethical dilemmas that I know can be navigated through, I have concerns about whether utilizing technology to create life – where there would be none without – is appropriate for us. 
My main issue stems from the story of Sarai and Abram.  God promises Abram early on and repeatedly that he will have many descendents.  Always, this covenant is made with Abram, not with Abram AND Sarai.  Finally, Sarai gives over her maiden to Abram to impregnate so that Abram can build a family through Hagar.  And, he does.  Ishmael is conceived.  However, this was man fulfilling God’s promise, not God fulfilling God’s promise…which He does later.  God does eventually address Sarai when he tells Abram that He will bless her with a son so that she will be the mother of nations.  The news is repeated about Sarah conceiving (not the covenant with Abram) again by the three heavenly messengers.  Sarah does, in fact, conceive and bear Isaac. 
I am praying about this, but I want to know further what God’s Word says on the matter of infertility.  So, some questions I am going to ask:
1.      In each situation of infertility, were children desired and why?
2.      In each situation of infertility, what circumstances brought about the infertility?
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
4.      What was the state of the relationship in which the infertility occurred?
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
8.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
9.      How is each instance similar to us?
10.   How is each instance different than us?
Before I explore these questions, I am going to list out some parameters that I believe God to set for us:
·        God uses varying methods of creation (word, Adam’s side, sex, immaculate conception)
·        God tells us to procreate (Gen 9:1, 9:7),
·        Sex is the method of procreation for people during Biblical times,
·        God created husbands and wives with the intent of sex between the two of them only (Gen 2:24-25),
·        Therefore, procreation ought to only occur within the boundaries of marriage.
·        God intends every single creation
a.      Gen 1     God speaks matter into existence.
b.      Gen 2     God breathing life into the dirt when he creates humanity
c.       Gen 29   The LORD opens Leah's womb b/c she was hated
d.      Gen 30   God opens Rachel's womb
e.      I Sam 1  The LORD opens Hannah's womb
f.       Psalm 139            God knit David together in his mother's womb
g.      Rom 4    God "gives life to the dead then calls into being that which does not exist" - Paul is thinking explicitly about the elderly Abraham and Sarah having a baby and becoming the father of many nations.
Ultimately, I need to know if utilizing a means other than sex for procreation within the confines of marriage is okay.  Is pursuing IVF us fulfilling God’s promise ourselves rather than waiting on God to fulfill His promise?



Infertility in Fertile Pages
Abram and Sarai
1.      Were children desired and why?
Yes, God promised Abram descendents
2.      What circumstances brought about the infertility?
Sarai was barren, then she was old
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
They were obedient, righteous, and faithful (except for running ahead  - resulting in Ishmael)
4.      What was the state of the male/female relationship?
Married, good relationship
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
Continued to promise that Abram would have descendents;
Eventually said that Sarah would have a son
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
God told more of the covenant to Abraham – changed his name and had him and all become circumcised as a sign of the covenant
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
Showed faith and obedience by becoming circumcised
Sarah laughed at the promise and lied about laughing (out of fear)
8.      Did the infertile person/couple change after fertility?
Abraham kept covenant & circumcised Isaac
Sarah rejoiced and shared God’s goodness with others
9.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
To fulfill His promise
To have a chosen people
10.   How is this similar to us?
Feel like God has promised us a child
We are confident that God will fulfill His promise
We have a strong marriage
Is IVF the same as Hagar?
11.   How is this different than us?
I’m not barren or old
There IS a chance of conception naturally
God did not speak verbally to us
12.   And, so?  What can I take from this for us?
God makes His promises clear
God fulfills His promises despite our wavering belief
We are to continue being faithful and obedient
Isaac and Rebekah
1.      Were children desired and why?
Yes
2.      What circumstances brought about the infertility?
Rebekah was barren
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
Excellent
4.      What was the state of the male/female relationship?
Excellent – Isaac was praying on behalf of Rebekah
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
He answered His prayer
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
No
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
No
8.      Did the infertile person/couple change after fertility?
Rebekah went to the Lord with her questions
She loved one child more
9.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
Because Isaac asked
10.   How is this similar to us?
Desire a child
Good marriage
We approach God with our questions
11.   How is this different than us?
Praying for spouses’ fertility specifically
12.   And, so?  What can I take from this for us?
Pray specifically for Nam’s fertility
Jacob and Leah
1.      Were children desired and why?
Yes
2.      What circumstances brought about the infertility?
Leah’s womb closed
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
He opened Leah’s womb, but closed Rachel’s
4.      What was the state of the male/female relationship?
Started out of a trick
No love
Duty/obligation
Eventually one of honor?
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
n/a
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
Jacob’s love for Rachel was more
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
No
8.      Did the infertile person/couple change after fertility?
Hoped that Jacob would love her more and more
Praised the Lord
Competed with sister in jealous affection over husband
9.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
Because God saw Leah’s misery
Intended Joseph for future use
10.   How is this similar to us?
Desire children
God sees our misery and desire
11.   How is this different than us?
Based on love and choice, not a trick
No competing wives
Intention with child is not for spousal love
12.   And, so?  What can I take from this for us?
God sees our misery and desire
Jacob and Rachel
1.      Were children desired and why?
Yes
Innate
To compete with sister
2.      What circumstances brought about the infertility?
God closed her womb because she had the love of Jacob and Leah didn’t (opened Leah’s womb)
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
?
4.      What was the state of the male/female relationship?
Love
Turbulent
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
He listened to her and opened her womb
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
?
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
?
8.      Did the infertile person/couple change after fertility?
Thankful to God
Asked Him for another son
Had another son
Died due to childbirth
9.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
He remembered her
10.   How is this similar to us?
Relationship of love
11.   How is this different than us?
No competing spouse
Not a turbulent relationship
God remembers us
God listens to us
12.   And, so?  What can I take from this for us?
God remembers us
God listens to us
Manoah and Wife
1.      Were children desired and why?
?
2.      What circumstances brought about the infertility?
Wife was barren
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
?
4.      What was the state of the male/female relationship?
?
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
Angel of the Lord appeared to wife
Told her she would birth a son
Gave her specific instructions to avoid wine, strong drink, and any unclean food
Also gave instruction to not cut boys’ hair
Told the boy would begin to lead the Israelites out of the Philistines’ rule
Answered Manoah’s prayer and reappeared and repeated His instructions
Accepted offerings from Manoah and wife
Ascended into Heaven before Manoah and wife
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
no
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
Fell on their faces towards God
8.      Did the infertile person/couple change after fertility?
?
9.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
Intended the child for future use
10.   How is this similar to us?
Not
11.   How is this different than us?
Wife is barren
God appeared to couple
God gave specific instructions for wife and son
God ascended to Heaven before couple
12.   And, so?  What can I take from this for us?
Pray for God’s specific instruction
Pray that God will use our child very specifically
Hannah and Elkanah
1.      Were children desired and why?
Yes
Innate desire
Ridiculed
2.      What circumstances brought about the infertility?
Hannah was barren
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
Faithful
4.      What was the state of the male/female relationship?
Very loving
Husband cared deeply and provided for her
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
He remembered her and she conceived a son
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
No
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
Hannah poured out her heart to the Lord
Shared her anguish with priest
She promised her son over to His service (only keeping him a few years and then giving him over to the priesthood)
8.      Did the infertile person/couple change after fertility?
No, husband continued his support
9.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
Had the specific intention for Samuel
10.   How is this similar to us?
Pour our hearts out to the Lord
Loving, providing marriage
Shared our desire to raise our child for the Lord
11.   How is this different than us?
No ridicule
No specific promise to hand child over somewhere
12.   And, so?  What can I take from this for us?
Promise to the Lord to raise our child for His purpose
Continue to pour out our heart
Share our prayer with others
Michal and David
1.      Were children desired and why?
?
2.      What circumstances brought about the infertility?
She despised seeing her husband give his all to the Lord
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
I guess not great if she despised somebody worshipping Him
4.      What was the state of the male/female relationship?
She spoke to David crossly
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
She never had children
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
n/a
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
n/a
8.      Did the infertile person/couple change after fertility?
n/a
9.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
He didn’t because her heart was hardened
10.   How is this similar to us?
It’s not!
11.   How is this different than us?
We relish seeing one another worship the Lord
Our hearts are softened to Him
12.   And, so?  What can I take from this for us?
Praise God for the other’s worship and obedience
Plead with Him to help keep our hearts soft
Shunnamite woman
1.      Were children desired and why?
?
2.      What circumstances brought about the infertility?
?
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
Good (she recognized a man of God and cared for him)
4.      What was the state of the male/female relationship?
Good (he honored her request to build an upper room)
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
Spoke through the prophet and said that she would have a son
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
She was always hospitable to the prophet Elisha
She went out of her way to make him comfortable
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
No
8.      Did the infertile person/couple change after fertility?
Kept her steadfast faith so that her son was even raised from the dead!
9.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
Because of her care for Him and Elisha
10.   How is this similar to us?
Good relationship with God
11.   How is this different than us?
We should care more for His people
No prophets to care for
12.   And, so?  What can I take from this for us?
We should care more for His people
Zacharias and Elisabeth
1.      Were children desired and why?
Yes
2.      What circumstances brought about the infertility?
?
They were old
3.      How was the person’s relationship with God?
Excellent
4.      What was the state of the male/female relationship?
Excellent
5.      How did God Himself address the infertility?
Sent Gabriel to tell Zacharias that he would have a son and the son would prepare the way for the Lord
6.      Did any circumstances change before fertility?
No
7.      Did the infertile person/couple change before fertility?
Zacharias was made mute because he did not initially believe Gabriel
8.      Did the infertile person/couple change after fertility?
Elisabeth rejoiced and shared with neighbors her joy
Zacharias was made unmute and praised the Lord proclaiming what his son was to do
9.      Why did God give the blessing of a child?
To prepare the way of the Lord
10.   How is this similar to us?
Strong relationship with God
Strong marriage
11.   How is this different than us?
Gabriel not spoken to us; not old
12.   And, so?  What can I take from this for us?
Believe the Lord

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